Random acts of senseless

It's been awhile since I could hold my head up high

2008-11-13T18:30:00.003+02:00

This last over 18 months have been a real growing time for me. It hasn't been easy in anyway but when it has been easy for me. Lots of shit has been floating around as well as good things happening. The last couple of months has still been the real growing test for me. Letting go of old habits and "truths", trying to move on and start again.

It didn't really hit me until last night that I have actually let go of many things and accept those facts. At the same time I have welcomed lot of new aspects in my life and started to see some point of views lot more clearer. I still won't say that things have gone to much more easier direction, no way. I think that many things has gotten more and more difficult ways. Lot more colourfull and vibrant, harder to understand completely. Some could say that I have lost my black&white glasses almost completely.
I have started to see myself in new light, some of them good and some of them bad. I have gotten more confidence and understand myself and what I want better. And that have made some people really pissed off just because I am now enough confident to say who I am, what I am and that I am not afraid of being judged by it anymore.

At the same time I have also started to see how much couple of people I am forced to associate with are real energy vampires. It seems like they suck your energies dry just make themselves feel better and confident. They seem to think that everything they do is right, everything they say is right, everything they think is right and if you don't do things like they want or say things they like... Then if you say something about their ways of acting out you get to hear what kind of bastard you are and how everything is your fault. Never ever theirs. They seem to think that they are so bright and funny but in the reality they just come out as very mean and disrespectful about other's point of view. Hell, they have even said to me that I am really aggressive and mean person, who don't want see others point of views and that I think I am perfect at the same time when they are acting that way. Yes, I have made mistakes but fuck, I at least admit making them.

Funniest thing is that they know what I think about them now and they are afraid of me. They don't like the fact that I say what I think about them and I won't just swallow all that shit they are throwing at me. So what they do? They attack on person who will not say back and they do it while I am not there. Cowards I say.

How to use waterproof mascara part. 19038943972975

2008-11-10T21:32:00.003+02:00

The lesson number 192847578393:
Never ever drop your waterproof mascara in the sink which is filled with water. You will only end up with totally utterly black fingers, which won't by the way clean up easily.

Went to see the newest James Bond today. I have never been a big fan of them but I have to say that the newest one did surprise me positive way. At some points. Perhaps it was the fact that I haven't seen the another one with the new Bond, I was just lost at some points. Coolest thing in the movie was the fact that the Bond actually looked like beaten up guy after a beat up, not like some baby faced boysinger. Points for that. Still I won't be watching it again.

And it's official. We really are going to go to Strasbourg in the next May. The official invitations had dropped in to the hands of our teachers.

Random acts of Senseless

2008-11-09T15:40:00.000+02:00

http://www.freewebs.com/platidude/index.htm

There you go, finally I got them together :D

Can nut-allergic person kiss a person who has eaten nuts?

2008-11-07T19:33:00.000+02:00

That question is something that has bothered me for a long time. It just came in to my mind while I bought some chocolate which contained nuts and there read the compulsory "May contain nuts"-text. Which is bit stupid because if you are buying nut chocolate wouldn't be bit stupid if there wasn't nuts? Another thing with the question is too that how long you have to wait before you can kiss that nut-allergic person after you have eaten chocolate, even if you would have washed your mouth?

I did some shopping yesterday. Bought this fabulous hot flamingo red eyeliner, which I'm officially in love with. They also gave me this free sample of JLo's new fragrance which doesn't were off.

YEY JUST 31 DAYS TO THE BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE GIG!!!