This last over 18 months have been a real growing time for me. It hasn't been easy in anyway but when it has been easy for me. Lots of shit has been floating around as well as good things happening. The last couple of months has still been the real growing test for me. Letting go of old habits and "truths", trying to move on and start again.
It didn't really hit me until last night that I have actually let go of many things and accept those facts. At the same time I have welcomed lot of new aspects in my life and started to see some point of views lot more clearer. I still won't say that things have gone to much more easier direction, no way. I think that many things has gotten more and more difficult ways. Lot more colourfull and vibrant, harder to understand completely. Some could say that I have lost my black&white glasses almost completely.
I have started to see myself in new light, some of them good and some of them bad. I have gotten more confidence and understand myself and what I want better. And that have made some people really pissed off just because I am now enough confident to say who I am, what I am and that I am not afraid of being judged by it anymore.
At the same time I have also started to see how much couple of people I am forced to associate with are real energy vampires. It seems like they suck your energies dry just make themselves feel better and confident. They seem to think that everything they do is right, everything they say is right, everything they think is right and if you don't do things like they want or say things they like... Then if you say something about their ways of acting out you get to hear what kind of bastard you are and how everything is your fault. Never ever theirs. They seem to think that they are so bright and funny but in the reality they just come out as very mean and disrespectful about other's point of view. Hell, they have even said to me that I am really aggressive and mean person, who don't want see others point of views and that I think I am perfect at the same time when they are acting that way. Yes, I have made mistakes but fuck, I at least admit making them.
Funniest thing is that they know what I think about them now and they are afraid of me. They don't like the fact that I say what I think about them and I won't just swallow all that shit they are throwing at me. So what they do? They attack on person who will not say back and they do it while I am not there. Cowards I say.
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Yeah, ignoring those kinds of people doesn't always work. The best method I have found is to counter them. If they have something to say about you, fight fire with fire and see how they like it tenfold. Many times I've been confronted by such people in school who intended to humiliate me, but with a few words of mine, they were fleeing with their tail between their legs.
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